Next was Freya.
I haven’t talked too terribly much about her as of late but She is still very much an active member of my life.
I asked her what She would like out of our relationship. I was consulting my Mystic Faerie Tarot deck.
The Eight of Cups was the first card I pulled.
Just for information purposes, if you aren’t particularly familiar with tarot, the cups cards are usually dealing with emotions.
In the Mystic Faerie tarot each card as a story about the faerie on the card. This one apparently fell in love with a wood elf that disappeared. The card depicting her looking for her beloved elf, having found a dragonfly as a companion that knows the homes of the elves.
Are you kidding me? Thank you for being so obvious that the message is from you Lady.
In the “your message” section of the description of this card, it said basically you already know what needs to be done but you have to be brave enough to do it.
Well thanks for being semi cryptic. So I pulled another one for clarity.
The Empress was the next one I pulled.
Interesting history with this card. When I did a reading for my older sister forever ago, her wanting to know if she is ever going to have children, this was her future card. Was made pretty obvious that it was going to happen, she just needed to be patient and get her spending under control (the rest of that is from the rest of the card, pentacles was heavy in the spread, the money suit). She didn’t believe me, having convinced herself she was barren. For the new players at home, she is in fact currently pregnant. I still need to perform for her the “I told you so” dance. If you don’t know what that is, its a dance Elliot from Scrubs does.
Any who, back on topic.
The Empress is very much about love and nurturing. This deck specifically talks about finding the beauty in what would normally be considered plain (the stalks of wheat).
When looking at the first card, I had my suspicions on what She was talking about, and The Empress confirmed it.
Since Freya has come into my life, she consistently forces me to look myself in the eye. Forces me to see my own beauty despite how painful it may be for me (and with my history, it is painful). And once I do that, I am shown the beauty in others. To revel in it. That is what she wants of me. To see the beauty in all things and to show others the same. To not be afraid to be loud about it, to go forward.
She feels I am even more qualified for this with my work with Thor and Fenrir, my work in strength and of unbinding.
To show the strength in beauty and the beauty in strength.
The other day, for the first time ever, I gave her an offering in tears.
A video was brought to my attention. A video of an over weight woman that stripped to just a bra and underwear in a crowded city square. She put a blind fold on herself, and held markers in her hands that were outstretched.
The amount of love she received really brought me to tears, and Freya asked for them which I lovingly obliged.
That is all I have on this for the moment.
Until next time loves.